Fuck it all

Dec 02, 2004 22:53

A couple of things

#1 like i posted on my old website, after my bookings are fulfilled im gonna take a very looooong break from wrestling. The friends I once had are no longer my friends, certain circumstances have proved to me that I cannot and willnot trust a fucking soul unless i either get proven wrong, or I have known them for over 5 years. Just sick of everything involved. Smart marks, steroids, egomaniacs, and just plain rude assholes. If I wanted that i could have tried to go into the nba if i was tall enough. but again I will be away for a very, very long time.

#2 I am viewed as some type of asshole in some way shape or another, i repulse people when i walk by. and quite frankly it hurts, hearing what i hear i just wanna crawl in a hole and die.

#3 I just wish i stayed asleep instead of swervin out of traffic the ohter day.

theres more but im gonna write that in my personal journal for me to read only.

again to those who care for me it is mutual cause i know who my friends are and that will never change.
To those who have fucked me over, stabbed me in the back...... it all comes in time and im very good at the game of revenge.

I love seamonkies
Prater
RIP
MACHINE
99-04
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