Another missed day

Apr 07, 2005 00:39

Well I've wasted another day of my life away smoking pot and sleeping late, god I'm so sick of this.... I want to get on with my life and make something of myself, I dont want to worry about money or having someone to fall asleep with at night, I need the second of the two. I sleep horrible unless I have someone in my arms. I only wonder how I ruined the best time of my life, I still cant forget this summer past it was so grand. It was like a daydream come true, which like never happens right? I met this girl and once again its someone I have no chance with, shes been seeing this guy for like 2 years now, but shes mad chill I think being friend with her is just great but who knows where it could lead. Bailz I miss you so much, I really need a friend right about now, out of the 50 so days I've been in Ahs I've missed 23ish days
Pretty bad huh kinda like my grades 59 47 42 and 64. Ouch, theres no way I can graduate, I'm taking the night class but who knows where that will go I had forgotin' how boring Us history was!
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