soul unorganized (forgot to copy and paste this from last week)
ever feel like everything and everybody around you is moving fast and your caught in some kind of slow motion? Ive felt like that for a while now. I feel wierd I guess you can say. as if time were frozen. I feel like I think too much....I like thinking though its just that it gets in the way of decisions sometimes. and also I feel constantly sleepy and when I dont feel sleepy and realize it, I get sleepy... even though I slept 12 hours. I used to like sleeping and dreaming but now im getting tired of it. seems like I dream now when awake. im tired of living in dream worlds...its nice....it inspires me but I know it isnt real.....it be great if I had a better control of it....being able to tap into it at will....but I hate it when it overtakes me....its kind of annoying (when I realize it anyway). but being on "autopilot" mode does have its goodsides. sometiems things seem like a film. I think I need outlets....maybe this is my creativity trying to find a way out since I dont have alot of mediums to use it. but sometimes I scare myself becouse sometimes I feel emotionless and even though the thought of it is kinda scary it doesnt scare me... but I give it awhile and emotion is set back in. heh I think I just need to get out more.
what do you guys think?
what do you guys think?