Man Life Sucks
I just recently came to the realization that nothing really goes my way when it comes to certain things. The only things that are going my way are sports and academics right now. I also realized that as far as high school goes, nice guys finish last in way too many aspects of life, most women. Seriously, why does being nice to a girl make u their friend more than anything. It seems as if girls dont want someone that wont hurt them all the time. Me for instance, you prolly cant ask one person that says im a bad guy, or htat i dont treat people right. But it seems as if that doesnt matter, like i need to be an asshole to get the attention from the person i need to get it from. Really i just dont like being lonely, and I have been lonely for a while now. I thought that i had something that was really going to be something, but it didnt because of something i couldnt control. But that is probably why im so mad, cuz i cant have what i really want, and what i want is taken now, and i didnt even expect for it to happen. But you know what, all of them are just missin out, cuz i know i got what a girl needs and if someone at suncoast doesnt want it, someone else will get it. But anyways, i need to go do my history work. Hopefully ill update this thing within the next 2 months, peace.