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I have an English midterm tomorrow at 10:20am and clearly I'm not studying even though I left Megan's early to. So oh man, I'm gunna update my livejournal.
College is getting better. I just pretty much spend all my time with Megan and honestly, I don't know what I'd do without her. I think it means something that after everything we've been through, we still end up needing to be best friends. She's amazing. As is Leanna. The three of us make me really happy even in the worst situations (i.e cleaning pee out of jeans, cleaning puke off of uggs, carrying people back to their rooms).
I've made some new friends too. These two girls Caiti and Tesia who are roommates are really really cool and I'm starting to become really good friends with them too. My classes are going well though they remain really really easy. I'm sort of falling back into my high school routine though where I don't do anything for school and that's bad. To remedy this situation I'm taking my English class and my Women's class as Honors classes and writing 15 page papers for both of them. Exciting, I know.
I'm soooo excited for Haloween! Megan, Tesia, and I went shopping today and I got some pretty super sweet stuff and I'm so excited to dress up and look all hot and shit. I really want people to come up for it too, it'll be so much fun.
It's still weird for me not having certain people close to me anymore. Having to depend on phone calls to keep up with what's going on in Kyle's and Katie's lives sucks. I know I come home a lot, but it's not the same. I miss them being always a part of my life and always seeing them everyday whenever we wanted to.
I'm putting my name on a waitlist to move into Wonders where Megan, Caitie, and Tesia live. Kay is nice, but I'm never here anyways. I spend all my free time in Wonders and sometimes even sleep there so it'd be so much nicer if I actually just lived there. I hope I get to.
I still get pretty sad sometimes because nothing really sparkles in my life. I haven't got that one thing that when I close my eyes to go to sleep, it's what I can't help but think about and it's what I can't help but make me smile. It doesn't have to be a boyfriend or anything girly-cliched like that. I just want that one thing that'll make me think I have real purpose. I want something to motivate me beyond normal consequence. I don't know what it'll be, but I hope I find it soon.
Anyways, I guess I should go study. Bleh. Byeeee.
-Alyssa-
College is getting better. I just pretty much spend all my time with Megan and honestly, I don't know what I'd do without her. I think it means something that after everything we've been through, we still end up needing to be best friends. She's amazing. As is Leanna. The three of us make me really happy even in the worst situations (i.e cleaning pee out of jeans, cleaning puke off of uggs, carrying people back to their rooms).
I've made some new friends too. These two girls Caiti and Tesia who are roommates are really really cool and I'm starting to become really good friends with them too. My classes are going well though they remain really really easy. I'm sort of falling back into my high school routine though where I don't do anything for school and that's bad. To remedy this situation I'm taking my English class and my Women's class as Honors classes and writing 15 page papers for both of them. Exciting, I know.
I'm soooo excited for Haloween! Megan, Tesia, and I went shopping today and I got some pretty super sweet stuff and I'm so excited to dress up and look all hot and shit. I really want people to come up for it too, it'll be so much fun.
It's still weird for me not having certain people close to me anymore. Having to depend on phone calls to keep up with what's going on in Kyle's and Katie's lives sucks. I know I come home a lot, but it's not the same. I miss them being always a part of my life and always seeing them everyday whenever we wanted to.
I'm putting my name on a waitlist to move into Wonders where Megan, Caitie, and Tesia live. Kay is nice, but I'm never here anyways. I spend all my free time in Wonders and sometimes even sleep there so it'd be so much nicer if I actually just lived there. I hope I get to.
I still get pretty sad sometimes because nothing really sparkles in my life. I haven't got that one thing that when I close my eyes to go to sleep, it's what I can't help but think about and it's what I can't help but make me smile. It doesn't have to be a boyfriend or anything girly-cliched like that. I just want that one thing that'll make me think I have real purpose. I want something to motivate me beyond normal consequence. I don't know what it'll be, but I hope I find it soon.
Anyways, I guess I should go study. Bleh. Byeeee.
-Alyssa-