Feb 25, 2011 20:04
So I am back from Filderstadt since over a week.There are those moments in which you are so happy. The little things. A hug,a warm smile.Sadly it doesn´t last forever and forever is just such a small amount of time it is obscene.Really obscene. And then there is real life which crashes down around you - tiny debrids that fall like ash into your hair or mouth.
Well, I learned a long time ago that it doesn´t always go my way but why I ask, why I am always the stupid One? The unhappy One?The one everybody blames? Well I guess it is because sometimes
I am an easy target for everyone.
Not that I don´t know how to give back as good as I get. I learned that,too.