Feb 24, 2008 20:44
"You have to learn it like a novice to break it like a master."
To break it.
Breaking bad habits.
"well i woke up this morning , rainbow filled the sky."
-(G love and Jack Johnson.)
not quite. everything wasn't right.
bitter cold makes snot vapor. wearing two inch thick snow pants on the way to work. Completely devoted to independence so much, to the point of walking 30 minutes to a job, to work full-time in a shoebox surrounded by millions of other identical shoe boxes. Panic blows through each row of cubicles as stress intensifies throughout the day.
The life of sitting behind the computer and eating from the vending machine.
Corporations would make more money from their employees if they had vended cigarrettes instead of over salted frozen side dishes you would never know what you're eating without the picture on the front of the box. The land of cubicles thrive on them. Being perky is addicting if your bread and butter rely on it.
It's an easy job and complaints shouldn't be heard about it, but waiting for people to call just to complain about their own stupidity for signing documents without reading them isn't exactly the worlds most wanted of jobs. However; dispatcher for a sketchy tow truck company isn't one either but thats another issue and story all together. We all have skeletons and bad habits.
bad habits, bad jobs, bad boys, bad head aches; they're all the same.
can you break it all at once. Break one bad habit at a time or fear becoming crazy.
is it really that simple just to say no? Is it really that simple to brag about oneself for personal gain?
is it really possible that neither of these are sinful but necessary?
Of course, within moderation.
but then how must you measure moderation?
Learning control and patience hitting rock bottom. Be Yoda, be the calm of the storm. Saying what you mean, mean what is said.
say No : it said no.
~the task master