Tomorrow IS a better day!
Hey, So today I realized that some people really do care about friendship. For all my life I have had friends come and go. Get mad at me and never want to talk it out. Leave me for another friend. Treat me like dirt. But well for the past couple days I have realized that although I only have a few friends I do have the greatest friends I could have. Although I have no clue what will happen next year with all of us going to different colleges but I'm sure that NOW everything is ok. I mean there is still things to fix with people but overall its all good. What I need to do now is think about everything and try to forget about it. I know its hard to forget when people do things that arent so good to you and make you feel unwanted but overall you just have to think about it more and realize that they probably never really meant it in the first place and probably didnt realize that they made me feel unwanted. I just hope that things keep getting better and that I wont have to deal with problems with ANYONE ANYMORE! I know that would be the perfect world and I also know that I'm not living in the PERFECT world. But overall, I just hope that when people say things about me they tell me what they say and just be upfront and honest with me no matter how much it may hurt me. I'd rather be hurt honeslty right away than hurt later which tends to be worse. Cause then you realize that people have lied about it also. This isnt and wasnt just about one sepcific person just to clearify that I'm not trying to point out one person... this is just an overall oppinion I have and had, for everyone! I would also like to add that I'm going to be honest and upfront from now on. If I think ur being a bitch you'll know. If I think ur wrong about something you'll know. If i think that ur annoying me you'll know. I might become mean but heck I'd rather look back at myself and know that although I might have been a mean person I was honest with everyone. And if you have a problem with my honestly than I apologize now. Also I'm not going to give people complements unless they are Honest! So if I'm nice to you then you ALL will know that its truley me and not me being fake nice. Thanks for reading...
Heres a picture from TURNABOUT... (LADIES... THE HOT GUY IS ALL MINE!!!)
Love JUDI!