I tend to dream of you when I'm not sleeping. <3
EDIT: Yeah, so I unlocked this entry. <3 Why not share it with the rest of the world, you know?
Last night, he proposed to me. I'd just woken up; my hair was a mess and I was still in my pajamas, a really frightening sight to see, believe me.. but he was there, reguardless, his arms wrapped around my body, holding me close. He murmured a "good morning" in my ear, although we both knew it was well past nine at night. I love it how my baby understands the woes of jetlag. <3 So, we just sat there, and he held me, and we were talking... more like cuddling with more than the occasional kiss, but we were well behaved. Nat had decided to fly home that day, so for once, we were completely alone together, which hasn't been since before we left for the UK.
We talked about everything, but we focused on the future, our hopes and our dreams. About kids, about family barbeques, about the fights and the makeup sex that would ensue... and then that's when he got really nervous, seemingly searching for something behind him.
Then he pulled out the ring and gave the sweetest speech about how much he loved me, how what we had was true. He called me "the one" and told me that he wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of his life with me... and as most of you already know, with tears in my eyes, I more than happily accepted.
Joel, I love you with all my heart and soul. Ever since that hot summer night that we met on Warped Tour, I knew that there was something special about you, but I couldn't put my finger on it... but when I saw you again back in January, when I had the chance to look into your eyes, that's when I realized that you were what I'd been missing for all these years. Thank you for allowing me to love you, angel.. and for the opportunity to know what it's like to have someone love me back. I promise, not a day will go by that I won't do all that I can to keep you happy. <3 A girl couldn't ask for a more suitable knight in shining armor.
When I first saw you, I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy, you are so fine
Angel of mine
How you changed my world, you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life straight from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy, you're right on time
Angel of mine
Last night, he proposed to me. I'd just woken up; my hair was a mess and I was still in my pajamas, a really frightening sight to see, believe me.. but he was there, reguardless, his arms wrapped around my body, holding me close. He murmured a "good morning" in my ear, although we both knew it was well past nine at night. I love it how my baby understands the woes of jetlag. <3 So, we just sat there, and he held me, and we were talking... more like cuddling with more than the occasional kiss, but we were well behaved. Nat had decided to fly home that day, so for once, we were completely alone together, which hasn't been since before we left for the UK.
We talked about everything, but we focused on the future, our hopes and our dreams. About kids, about family barbeques, about the fights and the makeup sex that would ensue... and then that's when he got really nervous, seemingly searching for something behind him.
Then he pulled out the ring and gave the sweetest speech about how much he loved me, how what we had was true. He called me "the one" and told me that he wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of his life with me... and as most of you already know, with tears in my eyes, I more than happily accepted.
Joel, I love you with all my heart and soul. Ever since that hot summer night that we met on Warped Tour, I knew that there was something special about you, but I couldn't put my finger on it... but when I saw you again back in January, when I had the chance to look into your eyes, that's when I realized that you were what I'd been missing for all these years. Thank you for allowing me to love you, angel.. and for the opportunity to know what it's like to have someone love me back. I promise, not a day will go by that I won't do all that I can to keep you happy. <3 A girl couldn't ask for a more suitable knight in shining armor.
When I first saw you, I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy, you are so fine
Angel of mine
How you changed my world, you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life straight from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy, you're right on time
Angel of mine