Hello~
Do you know that feeling of emptiness? That feeling of wanting to find an escape from a boring, non-existent life? I do. But I'm not going to talk about that... I was just asking.
2009 brought a lot of changes in me. It made me more desperate in terms of employment which also means I got bored of being a bum. Six months of doing nothing and living on monthly allowances from my mom made me feel pathetic and emo. I almost considered killing myself but decided against it. If I die without doing anything, only a few people will attend my funeral and fewer still will talk about my life. Good thing 2009 brought a lot of opportunities--though not the ones I've been waiting for, but opportunity nonetheless.
Okay.. this is turning into a late new year resolution entry which I do not and haven't done in more than ten years. Anyway, I've been having a lot of fights with my mom lately. It wasn't her fault--I mean she had been a nag since time immemorial. I've been meaner, I guess. That or I've just realized how she gets into my nerves and decided that it's better to talk back than keep it in.
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I do not know what the point of this entry is now after I opened another tab and started reading mangas. I've really got to improve my concentration...
Well, I just want to wave hi and say, "I'm back in the LJ world`"
2009 brought a lot of changes in me. It made me more desperate in terms of employment which also means I got bored of being a bum. Six months of doing nothing and living on monthly allowances from my mom made me feel pathetic and emo. I almost considered killing myself but decided against it. If I die without doing anything, only a few people will attend my funeral and fewer still will talk about my life. Good thing 2009 brought a lot of opportunities--though not the ones I've been waiting for, but opportunity nonetheless.
Okay.. this is turning into a late new year resolution entry which I do not and haven't done in more than ten years. Anyway, I've been having a lot of fights with my mom lately. It wasn't her fault--I mean she had been a nag since time immemorial. I've been meaner, I guess. That or I've just realized how she gets into my nerves and decided that it's better to talk back than keep it in.
...
I do not know what the point of this entry is now after I opened another tab and started reading mangas. I've really got to improve my concentration...
Well, I just want to wave hi and say, "I'm back in the LJ world`"