Don't bother to read this, people (and, no, I'm not using reverse psychology)
So, like, I just had to update since I've got no one to talk to right now and I've just finished a really good yaoi manga and I can't continue doing my thesis until I've finished updating my blog which is update-less.
I don't know why I'm procrastinating and shit even though if I sit on my thesis the whole day, I could probably write up to three chapters or so. Maybe I just got no motivation which should not be an excuse by all means because I'm being left behind by people who are serious with their lives.
Um... so, I just lost my train of thought...
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Just got my brain back. Or at least the part where I can analyze what is happening to my fucking self.
I'm out of it. I can't even remember to wash the cups first before the plates. I forgot to buy salt when I went down just a moment ago and bought a bar of chocolate instead when I kept repeating that I'm dieting. I just feel like the way I do when I'm watching a series about to end. Maybe I just don't want to finish my thesis so I have something to do--or at least I can tell people I have something to do. Maybe I just don't want anything to end like the way I don't like to end a story and so I always end up having an open-ending.
I don't know why I'm procrastinating and shit even though if I sit on my thesis the whole day, I could probably write up to three chapters or so. Maybe I just got no motivation which should not be an excuse by all means because I'm being left behind by people who are serious with their lives.
Um... so, I just lost my train of thought...
[edit]
Just got my brain back. Or at least the part where I can analyze what is happening to my fucking self.
I'm out of it. I can't even remember to wash the cups first before the plates. I forgot to buy salt when I went down just a moment ago and bought a bar of chocolate instead when I kept repeating that I'm dieting. I just feel like the way I do when I'm watching a series about to end. Maybe I just don't want to finish my thesis so I have something to do--or at least I can tell people I have something to do. Maybe I just don't want anything to end like the way I don't like to end a story and so I always end up having an open-ending.