been thrown some curve balls lately...
so far....
w/out friends and family, id probably be in a worst state than i am in now. don't get me wrong, completly happy with life right now but there are a few things i wish that could change.
1-
my grandpas sick..basic caterax surgery hes unable to have done.
able to survive the surgery, unable to handle the recovery period.
2-
i wish id have more asperation to go to school.
the only school id even think of attending-MIAD-is a ton of $ and i'd rather NOT be broke forever.
3-
they way i've been seen lately.
like im uncapable of doing things-thats not who i am.
4-
hang out with certain friends more.
i miss them.
-thats basically it-
the third one is my main concern right now. im not incapable of doing certain things that dont revolve around shopping. hard as it may to believe i like doing other things...go to the lake, fishing, camping, state parks, taking pictures. sometimes i wish i was given a chance to do more but unfortuantly that hasnt been. born and raised in the city doesnt neccessarily mean thats all you know. im sure if someone actually would want to do these things with me i could prove to everyone just that...im capable. im tired of coming across as a stuck up spoiled bitch. theres deffinatly more to me than that. granted i live a pretty priveledge life-thanks to my dad....but i feel i need to prove something...
top priority-show who i really am
1♥
w/out friends and family, id probably be in a worst state than i am in now. don't get me wrong, completly happy with life right now but there are a few things i wish that could change.
1-
my grandpas sick..basic caterax surgery hes unable to have done.
able to survive the surgery, unable to handle the recovery period.
2-
i wish id have more asperation to go to school.
the only school id even think of attending-MIAD-is a ton of $ and i'd rather NOT be broke forever.
3-
they way i've been seen lately.
like im uncapable of doing things-thats not who i am.
4-
hang out with certain friends more.
i miss them.
-thats basically it-
the third one is my main concern right now. im not incapable of doing certain things that dont revolve around shopping. hard as it may to believe i like doing other things...go to the lake, fishing, camping, state parks, taking pictures. sometimes i wish i was given a chance to do more but unfortuantly that hasnt been. born and raised in the city doesnt neccessarily mean thats all you know. im sure if someone actually would want to do these things with me i could prove to everyone just that...im capable. im tired of coming across as a stuck up spoiled bitch. theres deffinatly more to me than that. granted i live a pretty priveledge life-thanks to my dad....but i feel i need to prove something...
top priority-show who i really am
1♥