"We all shine like stars, then we fade away."
The girlfriend says, "Write in your journal. You'll feel better."
Okay, well. IT'S VENT TIME, BABY.
What the hell is yaoi? Why don't I understand you people? Why the holy hell can I not fit in with anyone around me? Preppies think I'm a geek, geeks think I'm a jock, jocks think I'm a wannabe, and wannabes think I'm a preppie. God help me, it's like being in high school still. Why are people still in cliques at 23? Hell. Why do I care? I dunno.
I've been completely unable to write these past two days. I think I need something new in my life. CHANGE IS GOOD. I NEED CHANGE. Things are staying the same right now, and even though it's a good status quo, it's just dragging me down. At the end of the month, we're moving back to Missouri with some friends, and GOD KNOWS living with those yahoos will make things interesting every day. Probably not in a good way, but by god it'll be something. That's one of the things I'll never stop worrying about - my need for change will eventually sweep things out of my life that I really want to keep. My chaotic life is driving my girlfriend nuts and...
blah blah blah my life sucks blah blah blah no one understands me blah blah blah
I've got a roof over my head, food on my table, a reason to live and someone to live with. I'll just shut up now.
Anjin-san is out.
Okay, well. IT'S VENT TIME, BABY.
What the hell is yaoi? Why don't I understand you people? Why the holy hell can I not fit in with anyone around me? Preppies think I'm a geek, geeks think I'm a jock, jocks think I'm a wannabe, and wannabes think I'm a preppie. God help me, it's like being in high school still. Why are people still in cliques at 23? Hell. Why do I care? I dunno.
I've been completely unable to write these past two days. I think I need something new in my life. CHANGE IS GOOD. I NEED CHANGE. Things are staying the same right now, and even though it's a good status quo, it's just dragging me down. At the end of the month, we're moving back to Missouri with some friends, and GOD KNOWS living with those yahoos will make things interesting every day. Probably not in a good way, but by god it'll be something. That's one of the things I'll never stop worrying about - my need for change will eventually sweep things out of my life that I really want to keep. My chaotic life is driving my girlfriend nuts and...
blah blah blah my life sucks blah blah blah no one understands me blah blah blah
I've got a roof over my head, food on my table, a reason to live and someone to live with. I'll just shut up now.
Anjin-san is out.