what's it feel like to be a ghost?
So... I'm having a bit on a conundrum here. Basically, I don't get people. At all. Especially those overly emotional people who attach themselves to someone and won't let go.
See, there's this person. I don't mind hanging out with her, really. I actually like hanging out with her. But lately her roommate, AKA best friend has been hanging out with her boyfriend all the time. Which leaves her out. So I've been hanging out with her a lot. And she complains, which is OK, because I'm better at listening than talking anyway. But it gets a bit annoying after a while of hearing the same thing over and over and over again.
I get that she's upset. I would be upset too. But I don't see why she can't get over it. Maybe I'm lacking in the whole "best friends" area, because I don't get attached and I can't understand. I can't wrap my brain around this whole "I don't want to be abandoned" thing. Dude! I'm used to being abandoned. I can't help you with your problem because I don't see it as all that much of a problem. And I can't just tell her to suck it up and move on just because that's what I would do. It's not like I'm completely anti-social or something. I have friends, and I could still let them go. Why is this so hard on her?
Then I feel bad because she's always saying how she's alone and she doesn't like being alone, which I also can't get. I'm really REALLY confused at the moment. This whole emotions thing... It takes stuff like this to realize that I'm not normal at all.
See, there's this person. I don't mind hanging out with her, really. I actually like hanging out with her. But lately her roommate, AKA best friend has been hanging out with her boyfriend all the time. Which leaves her out. So I've been hanging out with her a lot. And she complains, which is OK, because I'm better at listening than talking anyway. But it gets a bit annoying after a while of hearing the same thing over and over and over again.
I get that she's upset. I would be upset too. But I don't see why she can't get over it. Maybe I'm lacking in the whole "best friends" area, because I don't get attached and I can't understand. I can't wrap my brain around this whole "I don't want to be abandoned" thing. Dude! I'm used to being abandoned. I can't help you with your problem because I don't see it as all that much of a problem. And I can't just tell her to suck it up and move on just because that's what I would do. It's not like I'm completely anti-social or something. I have friends, and I could still let them go. Why is this so hard on her?
Then I feel bad because she's always saying how she's alone and she doesn't like being alone, which I also can't get. I'm really REALLY confused at the moment. This whole emotions thing... It takes stuff like this to realize that I'm not normal at all.