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if paxil is such a panacea, why the hell aren't i on it?
moods come and go, you forget how strongly you felt yesterday, and you don't know how strongly you will feel tomorrow. but one thing that never leaves is that constant reminder. Those certain things that always make you feel the same. Making it so you can't forget that feeling, b/c it always comes back. This may not make sense, but it does in my mind. i always forget how much i liked having someone around until they aren't there anymore. Just talking to them once, for merely half a second; to be able to remember what it was like to see them everyday and to just get a hug- for the hell of it. makes me sad...
It's difernet how things were.
the way they used to be.
but i think i'm better now.
It's not you, it's me.
That line is over used.
Trust me, this i know.
But this time it's the truth.
I'm not friend, I'm foe.
I left civilization.
Never to return.
To start a new ceation.
And a new life, set to burn.
haha that was random.
moods come and go, you forget how strongly you felt yesterday, and you don't know how strongly you will feel tomorrow. but one thing that never leaves is that constant reminder. Those certain things that always make you feel the same. Making it so you can't forget that feeling, b/c it always comes back. This may not make sense, but it does in my mind. i always forget how much i liked having someone around until they aren't there anymore. Just talking to them once, for merely half a second; to be able to remember what it was like to see them everyday and to just get a hug- for the hell of it. makes me sad...
It's difernet how things were.
the way they used to be.
but i think i'm better now.
It's not you, it's me.
That line is over used.
Trust me, this i know.
But this time it's the truth.
I'm not friend, I'm foe.
I left civilization.
Never to return.
To start a new ceation.
And a new life, set to burn.
haha that was random.