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Apr 17, 2007 23:08

Today is my room mate Michaela's birthday. I like her a lot, and I am appriciative that she just gave me a huge piece of her amazing chocolate cake, it was very needed.

I am just all out of sorts.

I have a really great idea for my Critique class that I have been so horribly unable to translate into photographs, its driving me crazy.

Moreover, it is about my family hisroty with Iran, and the very important time in her life that she spent there. So I have been doing a lot of research and it has made me so upset. It's such a beautiful country gone wrong, and it feels like a nuclear world war is brewing.

And while reading about Iran on the New York Times website, I found out about the shooting at Virginia Tech, the most deadly single gun massacre in US history.

I just can help thinking that we live in an awful world. And after talking to my brother about the world for an hour and a half I almost had an emotional breakdown.

I hate not understanding the world.
It makes me very scared and upset.
I hate thinking about how awry so much has gone, and having no answers to why terrible things happen.

I think the constant cold rain is making it worse. And I know the meed to go home is makng it worse.
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