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i realized that the reason i didn't want to see david anymore is because wed. when we hung out, it was so good..we talked..and it was good..and for the first time in three months i actually saw david again, instead of the boy with the walls around his feelings.
and it scared me..because i am obviously scarred.
but i guess it's ok, because now when i see him he puts up walls again and can't even say outloud that he loves me.
so bryan we don't have to talk, because i have made my decision.
if a boy can't even cough out that he loves you..doesn't call you..and doesn't care..it doesn't leave much to go on.
i'm done.
emilio is over and out.
and very, very gone
and it scared me..because i am obviously scarred.
but i guess it's ok, because now when i see him he puts up walls again and can't even say outloud that he loves me.
so bryan we don't have to talk, because i have made my decision.
if a boy can't even cough out that he loves you..doesn't call you..and doesn't care..it doesn't leave much to go on.
i'm done.
emilio is over and out.
and very, very gone