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How ironic that in my last update I decided to back off of hating Barrett.. it winds up that I saw him and his entire family at midnight mass on Christmas Eve. Good timing..
I really love his family - they're awesome - and they are in love with me which is cool. They sat behind us. Barrett came over before mass to say hi.. he asked me where my bf was and I said, "In Canada". He said he would like to meet him sometime, which seemed like a nice thing to say. I thought he said "I wanna beat him", but I'm not too sure. After mass they all came over and hugged me and such. His sister is cute, she was excited to see me. I talked to Barrett and his dad for a bit.. apparently he is doing awesome on the track team at Sacred Heart - a freshman, and he's already placed in events.
Anywho, later that night, I talked to Barrett online. We had a nice conversation, about current and past events. I think, in the end, we managed to resolve our differences. I mean, I really never wanted to hate him..
I'm just sick of him showing up just when things are going good, or just when I decide I'm over him, or just when I decide he's not worth it. He has the uncanny ability to never fade out.. always pops back into my life. But whatever.. things are supposed to be better now. And plus I have Tanner.
I am really excited about going back to school. We're all planning on moving in a few days early so we can just hang out and probably party a bit. I just want to make sure I'm settled before classes start. I need to figure out wtf I am doing about track. I need to get my ass back in shape.
Tanner says he thinks he's getting a flight for the friday or saturday before classes start. He said he would only come back if I came back too, and I was like "No, I'm gonna sit at home while your only 30 min away at Hofstra instead of like 9 hrs away at your house."
I think it's funny because so far, about 90% of the people I know have asked me if Tanner says "eh" or "oot and aboot". My uncle asked me if he was from Toronto and my cousin was like "Cuz there's only ONE city in Canada, DAD..." lol. I said, incorrect, there are two. Maybe three if you count Montreal. Muhaha. Other than that, the best question I've heard was Rich saying "So... how's the beef in Canada, if you know what I mean?" Hahaha. Best thing ever, especially bc he asked me IN CHURCH. What a weirdo.
In later news, New Years was fun, but a semi-disaster. Lempy and I went to Zach's house for a bit and we played this game called Scene It , which we dominated. We watched episodes of the Family Guy, which was enjoyable. Then we came back to my house for my sister's 'New Years Eve Spectacular'. It was enjoyable to see all the FAs and such. Matt brought 2 friends from home, and they fit right in. One of them reminded me a lot of Timmy. The night went pretty well, with various mingling and some flip cup and other games, but I didnt play because my parents were there. But once the ball dropped and champagne popped, it all went downhill. I didnt even drink that much bubbly, and Lempy agreed. But I fell asleep on someone on the couch (I think it was Matt), and lets just say my stomach did not accept what was in it. Shit. My dad accused me of drinking too much liquor and I replied, honestly, that all I really had was champagne. I felt like shit and passed out in my bed. I apologize, especially to Lempy, for being an asshole, and thank her for her valiant efforts to save me. I found out the next day from my mom that every member of her family gets sick from drinking champagne. THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW THAT AFTER THE FACT. haha. Surprisingly enough, I wasn't really in any trouble for drinking. We came to the conclusion that the reason I was sick was because I didnt eat during the day, and didnt feel well to begin with. My mom didnt seem to mind, so long as I'm not stupid about drinking.
Anywho, in better news Tanner called me on New Years Eve! I honestly was not expecting him to, so it was a very pleasant surprise. I missed his original call, and he left me a message with some trouble remembering his number, haha. But all in all, I was thrilled to hear from him and called him back asap. We talked for a bit, and I talked to one of his friends too. It definitely made my night 10 times better just to hear his voice. I'm such a sap, lol.
The past 2 days I've been a huge waste of life. I spent yesterday cleaning random shit up from the party, and sleeping, and watching episodes of the OC (woohoo!). Today I woke up, helped my mom vacuum the car, and spent the rest of the day at the movie theater. We saw Meet the Fockers and the Aviator. Both were pretty good. Then we went to Applebee's but I didnt really eat bc I felt like I was going to die. Then we came back home and I watched Behind Enemy Lines. And now I'm here. Geeze, what a bum I am.
My idealistic plan for tomorrow is to go running and then shower and then maybe read one of my 20356 books, or watch some of the OC, or just do whatever. I also want to hang out with Lempy. And I'm also in the mood for a hot dog. Random thought, lol.
I think I'm about done with this entry. I'll probably hang around for a bit and talk to Tanner, then go to bed. I'll update if anything exciting decides to happen.
I really love his family - they're awesome - and they are in love with me which is cool. They sat behind us. Barrett came over before mass to say hi.. he asked me where my bf was and I said, "In Canada". He said he would like to meet him sometime, which seemed like a nice thing to say. I thought he said "I wanna beat him", but I'm not too sure. After mass they all came over and hugged me and such. His sister is cute, she was excited to see me. I talked to Barrett and his dad for a bit.. apparently he is doing awesome on the track team at Sacred Heart - a freshman, and he's already placed in events.
Anywho, later that night, I talked to Barrett online. We had a nice conversation, about current and past events. I think, in the end, we managed to resolve our differences. I mean, I really never wanted to hate him..
I'm just sick of him showing up just when things are going good, or just when I decide I'm over him, or just when I decide he's not worth it. He has the uncanny ability to never fade out.. always pops back into my life. But whatever.. things are supposed to be better now. And plus I have Tanner.
I am really excited about going back to school. We're all planning on moving in a few days early so we can just hang out and probably party a bit. I just want to make sure I'm settled before classes start. I need to figure out wtf I am doing about track. I need to get my ass back in shape.
Tanner says he thinks he's getting a flight for the friday or saturday before classes start. He said he would only come back if I came back too, and I was like "No, I'm gonna sit at home while your only 30 min away at Hofstra instead of like 9 hrs away at your house."
I think it's funny because so far, about 90% of the people I know have asked me if Tanner says "eh" or "oot and aboot". My uncle asked me if he was from Toronto and my cousin was like "Cuz there's only ONE city in Canada, DAD..." lol. I said, incorrect, there are two. Maybe three if you count Montreal. Muhaha. Other than that, the best question I've heard was Rich saying "So... how's the beef in Canada, if you know what I mean?" Hahaha. Best thing ever, especially bc he asked me IN CHURCH. What a weirdo.
In later news, New Years was fun, but a semi-disaster. Lempy and I went to Zach's house for a bit and we played this game called Scene It , which we dominated. We watched episodes of the Family Guy, which was enjoyable. Then we came back to my house for my sister's 'New Years Eve Spectacular'. It was enjoyable to see all the FAs and such. Matt brought 2 friends from home, and they fit right in. One of them reminded me a lot of Timmy. The night went pretty well, with various mingling and some flip cup and other games, but I didnt play because my parents were there. But once the ball dropped and champagne popped, it all went downhill. I didnt even drink that much bubbly, and Lempy agreed. But I fell asleep on someone on the couch (I think it was Matt), and lets just say my stomach did not accept what was in it. Shit. My dad accused me of drinking too much liquor and I replied, honestly, that all I really had was champagne. I felt like shit and passed out in my bed. I apologize, especially to Lempy, for being an asshole, and thank her for her valiant efforts to save me. I found out the next day from my mom that every member of her family gets sick from drinking champagne. THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW THAT AFTER THE FACT. haha. Surprisingly enough, I wasn't really in any trouble for drinking. We came to the conclusion that the reason I was sick was because I didnt eat during the day, and didnt feel well to begin with. My mom didnt seem to mind, so long as I'm not stupid about drinking.
Anywho, in better news Tanner called me on New Years Eve! I honestly was not expecting him to, so it was a very pleasant surprise. I missed his original call, and he left me a message with some trouble remembering his number, haha. But all in all, I was thrilled to hear from him and called him back asap. We talked for a bit, and I talked to one of his friends too. It definitely made my night 10 times better just to hear his voice. I'm such a sap, lol.
The past 2 days I've been a huge waste of life. I spent yesterday cleaning random shit up from the party, and sleeping, and watching episodes of the OC (woohoo!). Today I woke up, helped my mom vacuum the car, and spent the rest of the day at the movie theater. We saw Meet the Fockers and the Aviator. Both were pretty good. Then we went to Applebee's but I didnt really eat bc I felt like I was going to die. Then we came back home and I watched Behind Enemy Lines. And now I'm here. Geeze, what a bum I am.
My idealistic plan for tomorrow is to go running and then shower and then maybe read one of my 20356 books, or watch some of the OC, or just do whatever. I also want to hang out with Lempy. And I'm also in the mood for a hot dog. Random thought, lol.
I think I'm about done with this entry. I'll probably hang around for a bit and talk to Tanner, then go to bed. I'll update if anything exciting decides to happen.