Lacuna
so im listening to this new music i found. her name is carina round and shes ill, thats all i can say.
i really dont know what im doing as far as life is concerned. like i just had this major revelation, that i dont know and its okay. i dont know why people need you to have plans and goals and definitions and structure. why cant i take classes in school that interest me and see if they add up to a degree? why do i have to define myself and others around me to make others comfortable? why do you care if i classify you as a friend, best friend, co-worker, classmate or just a nigga i know. why cant we chill in limo together? why is it that i can't call on you when i need to, because i have to worry if the subject is appropriate for out defined level of friendship.
why do you need a clear definition of who i am. loner or social butterfly. why do you care? why cant i fluctuate between the two and continue living comfortably?
past relationships were cool, but thats all they are: past realationships. why do i have to be a bad guy because i have conquered the art of moving on? So the unconditional becomes the unrequited, and im cool with it. but maybe thats just me
maybe the only reason im ranting is because its 6 am and i havent slept yet, maybe i was just trying to turn one incident into an entire entry...either way im off to bed
holla
i really dont know what im doing as far as life is concerned. like i just had this major revelation, that i dont know and its okay. i dont know why people need you to have plans and goals and definitions and structure. why cant i take classes in school that interest me and see if they add up to a degree? why do i have to define myself and others around me to make others comfortable? why do you care if i classify you as a friend, best friend, co-worker, classmate or just a nigga i know. why cant we chill in limo together? why is it that i can't call on you when i need to, because i have to worry if the subject is appropriate for out defined level of friendship.
why do you need a clear definition of who i am. loner or social butterfly. why do you care? why cant i fluctuate between the two and continue living comfortably?
past relationships were cool, but thats all they are: past realationships. why do i have to be a bad guy because i have conquered the art of moving on? So the unconditional becomes the unrequited, and im cool with it. but maybe thats just me
maybe the only reason im ranting is because its 6 am and i havent slept yet, maybe i was just trying to turn one incident into an entire entry...either way im off to bed
holla