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my heart hurts. today was mike and my six month anniversary. we broke up. he has to start preparing for his mission and can't do that i guess while he's dating me. i understand as much as i can. i just feel so useless. it shouldn't be so easy to dispose of someone if you really love them. so... our day was very beautiful, we had a great time considering we knew what was coming. i love him. but now we're best friends. he wants to be with me and in my life as much as i'll let him. this blows. i'm still in denial.
justin came over to check up on me. he's a great friend. jenny was going to but i dunno, i shut down and hide when i lose someone. oh my god.... i don't know what to do.
justin came over to check up on me. he's a great friend. jenny was going to but i dunno, i shut down and hide when i lose someone. oh my god.... i don't know what to do.