x who`s to worry if our hearts get torn?
so, tonight is a friggen horrible night.
and all i want to do is go to sleep, but i can`t sleep because i`m thinking
too much, and i`m thinking too much because i can`t sleep.
i`m going to fill out the longest survey i have ever seen in my life.
i don`t expect anybody to read it, i just need something to occupy myself.
BASICS
{1} full name - anastaaaacia.
{2} birthday - october 30th.
{3} peircings - a few.
{4} tattoo - yeah, one.
{5} height - no idea.
{6} shoe size - no idea.
{7} hair color - really dark brown. kind of black? i don`t even know.
{8} length of hair - pretty long.
{9} siblings - two.
{10} if so how old are they and what are there names - matt is, fourteen. or maybe fifteen. and jaxon is..nine?
LASTS
{11} movie you rented - boy`s don`t cry.
{12} movie you bought - umm, garden state? it`s been awhile.
{13} song you listened to - anthems. (it`s pathetic how predictable i`m getting.)
{14} song that was stuck in your head - call on meeeeeeeeeeeee, call on me!
{15} cd you bought - rilo kiley, i think.
{16} person youve called - i don`t know, cailey i think.
{17} person that called you - jessica. or my mom.
{18} tv show you watched - the oc.
{19} time you took a shower - yesterday.
{20} time you went out on a date - i dunno, i guess it would have been with kyle. if those are classified as dates?
{21} time you kissed someone - awhile ago.
{22} time you hugged someone - last night.
{23} time you cried - today.
{24} time you smiled - not too long ago, my brother has funny friends.
{25} person you thought of - michael. because i was thinking of who the last person who made me smile was.
{26} person you loved - everybody, i`ve been drunk lately.
{27} person you kissed - mmmmmmmmmmkay.
DO
{28} you have a bf or gf - nope.
{29} you have a crush on someone - everytime i hear/read that word, i die a little.
{30} you wish you could live somewhere else - yeah. even just living in guelph would be nice. frikken arkell.
{31} you think bout suicide - occasionally, but i could never follow through with it.
{32} you believe in online dating - no, lame.
{33} Others find you attractive - most likely not.
{34} you want more piercings - no. i kind of went through this phase where i wanted the back of my neck pierced. i think it was mostly just to see how other`s would react. now i`m kind of seeing why everyone thought i was insane..
{35} you drink - usually- rarely. lately- always.
{36} you do drugs - aaaaand see above.
{38} you like cleaning - no, but sometimes i get these weird urges to organize stuff.
{39} you like roller coasters - i`m kind of a wuss, but sure.
{40} you write in cursive or print - i print.
{41} you have a pet - i have a lot.
FOR OR AGAINST
{42} long distance relationships - depends. if you`re already dating the person, and they move, and you really care about them, and are willing to try to make things work, and this was a really long sentence...yeah sure.
{43} using someone - no.
{44} suicide - i think it`s dumb and selfish, but on the other hand, i think we should all have the right to live..slash die? yeah i don`t know. i`m a little drunk.
{45} killing people - how about noooo?
{46} teenage smoking - it`s disgusting.
{47} premaritial sex - sure, if you care about the person..why not.
{48} driving drunk - against. that is so, so dumb.
{49} gay/lesbian relationships - go for it.
{50} soap operas - i`m not going to lie, i love them.
FAVOURITE
{51} food - i can`t remember.
{52} song - anthems for a 17 year old girl, by broken social scene.
{53} thing to do - i don`t caaaare.
{54} thing to talk about - i don`t know. it depends who the conversation is with i guess.
{55} sports - ringette!........is gay.
{56} drinks - juice. and anything full of caffeine.
{57} clothes - jeans and hoodies.
{58} movies - at the risk of sounding pathetically cliche..garden state, new york minute (you love it), eternal sunshine, wicker park was alright, and anything disney (in particular- aladdin, cinderella & the little mermaid). and those are just to name a few.
{59} band/singer - i don`t even know.
{60} holiday - christmas, maybe.
{61} saying - rejigfrehighuhegiug.
{62} color - pink and brown.
{63} tv show - the oc.
{64} disney movie - ohh man, walt disney was a friggen genious.
{65} scent - vanilla is pretty okay.
{66} word(s) - i don`t know. how is this relevant? gahhh.
{67} nickname - stac? other than that, i don`t really have one. give me one.
{68} boys name- trey.
{69} girl name - konstantine, jewellery, ryleigh, rayne. why are these questions in every survey?
{70} eye colour - they can all be pretty hot.
{71} flower - pink roses.
{72} piercing - bellybutton rings on guys..you love it.
{73} actress/actor - mary-kate and ashley! oh boy. and natalie portman is cute.
{74} candy - cotton candy. and licorice.
{75} season - winter.
{76} brand of clothing - staci.
HAVE YOU
{77} ever cried over a guy/girl - hahhhhh, yeah.
{78} ever lied to someone - yes.
{79} ever been in a fist fight - yeah i guess.
{80} ever been arrested - not yet.
{81} ever kissed a family member - not in a romantic or kinky kind of way..
{83} ever started a fight - yeah.
{84} ever been kissed - mmmmhm.
{85} eaten an entire box of cookies - between me and nicola and the influence of drugs, yes.
{86} ever been on stage - yeah.
{87} ever been in a car accident - nope.
{88} ever ran naked in front of people - probably.
{89} ever choked? most likely.
{90} ever cut class - too often.
{91} ever gone to school in your pjs - yeah, on pajama day. and one other day in grade 10 because i had no clean clothes and everyone laughed at me. phew.
{92}ever wish you were somebody else - sometimes.
{94} ever been cheated on - i really hope not.
{95} ever used someone - probably.
{96} ever stolen something - one word: i am a klepto.
{97} ever told a secret - yee.
{98} ever been hit by a guy - too often.
NUMBER
{100} of times you have been in love -
{101} of times you have had your heart broken - if you asked me a couple months ago, i would have said like 5. but seeing as this is...now, i`m going to say 1. because the other times i was thinking of, they really didn`t count.
{102} of times you broke somebodys heart - prooobably none.
{103} of people you would classify as true could trust your life with type of friends - k i didn`t understand that question at all.
{104} of people you consider enemys - too many, unfortunetely.
{105} of times your name has appeared in the newspaper - a lot when i was younger. for soccer, ringette and piano and stuff. and also cause one time, my neighbors..had a chicken coop, and we emptied it, and made it a haunted house, and the mercury came and took our picture. yeah SWEET.
{106} of scars on your body- one on my leg (falling down the stairs), one on my face (my brother hit me in the face with a shovel), my arm (surgery), and my nose and bellybutton (from piercings).
{107} of things in the past you regret - i can think of a lot of things i`ve done that were just plain dumb and i wish i could take back, but i think there`s only two things i really really regret.
{108} of times you kissed someone - ohhh yes, because i counted.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
{109} pretty - no.
{110} funny - not really.
{111} hot - no.
{112} friendly - i guess i can be, if i like you. or i`m drunk.
{113} amusing - i don`t know.
{114} ugly - yeah something like that.
{115} loveable - maybe.
{116} pessimistic(looking at everything negatively)- kind of.
{117} optimistic-(looking at everything positvly)- kind of.
{118} caring - to those people that i....care about?
{119} sweet - maybe.
{120} dorky- so.
{121} clumsy - ohh god yes.
OPPOSITE SEX
{122} do you like someone of the opposite sex - yeah.
{123} does he/she no you like them - yeah.
{124} what do you notice first in a guy/girl - hair and eyes.
{125} what do you look for in a guy/girl - i`m really don`t have a specific "type" that i go for.
{126} do you see yourself marrying this person - that`s a stupid question.
{127} what do you hate in a guy/girl - i`m going to leave this blank.
DESCRIBE YOUR
{128} wallet - i don`t know how. it`s sweet though.
{129} hairbrush - blue.
{130} toothbrush - it`s a pony.
{131} jewelry worn daily- necklaces, a couple rings, piercings and an anklet.
{132} pillow cover - pink polka dots.
{133) blanket - i have like fifty.
{134} coffee cup - awww i want coffee so bad right now.
{135} sunglasses- those ones that take up your whole face.
{136} underwear - right now, it`s yellow, with a black bow on it. mmmmhm?
{137} shoes - they`re black and white polka dotted with a bow on the toe. (frik i wish.)
{138} favorite top - i don`t know.
{139} cd(s) in stereo right now - umm. radiohead- the bends. tegan & sarah- so jealous. broken social scene- you forgot it in people. smashing pumpkins greatest hits. aaand a mixed one.
{140} what you are wearing now - dashboard sweater and pajama pants.
{141} hair - it smells like the pita pit and vanilla.
WHO/WHAT/WAS/IS/ARE
{142} in your mouth - my..tongue ring. and my tongue. and my teeth. and my spit.
{143} in your head - just stuff.
{144} wishing - things that won`t happen.
{145} after this - i will go back to my floor.
{146} talking to - kristy.
{147} eating - nothing.
{148} fetishes - mary-kate and ashley.
{149} if you could get away with murdering anyone who would you murder - nobody.
{150} person you wish you could see right now - anyone really.
{151} is next to you - an empty redbull can, and a book.
{152} something your looking foward to in the next upcoming month - uhh..yeah nothing.
{153} something that you are deathly afraid - drowning. and the dark.
WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS
{154} did you have a serious talk with someone - i don`t remember.
{155} did you hug someone - yeah.
{156} did you miss someone - yeah i did.
{157} did you and your parents get along - with my mom, no. with my dad, yes..somehow.
{158} did you fight with one of your friends - no.
{159} did you cry - a little.
{160} did you feel empty - yeah.
{161} did you kiss someone- no.
{162} did you go out on a date - no.
FRIENDS
{163} which one of your friends is most likely to be a model - i can`t even think of any of my friends right now.
{164} which one of your friends have you known the longest - my mind is completely blank.
{165} which one of your friends talks the most - eeeeee.
{166} which one of your friends is the loudest - shut up.
{167} which one of your friends is the shyest - me. (when everything is lonely i can be my ownnnnn bestfriend.)
{168} who do you see most often your friends or your parents - i`d say it`s kinda even.
{169} who is your most annoying friend - hmm.
170} who do you wish to see more often - i hate this quiz.
{171} who do you email the most - i don`t email, unless i really need to.
{172} who are you jealous of - everyone.
{173} who has the best room - me.
{174} which 5 do you trust the most - kayla, kristy, cailey..and i`d like to say kirsten but we`re growing apart now, so i don`t even know.
{175} whos your best friend - who`s yours?
DO YOU LIKE TO
{176} take walks in the rain - i love the rain.
{177} go to the beach - mmm depends who it`s with i guess.
{178} watch tv - not really.
{179} play in the snow- i love the snow.
{180} stay up all night talking on the phone - i used to.
{181} go online - i hate the internet, yet i`m always always on.
{182} be wild - sometimes.
NOW
{183} where are you - in the living room.
{184} are you wearing any jewelry- yeah.
{185} when was the last time you showered - yesterday. i thought we already went through this.
{186} what was the last thing you ate - white kraft dinner, soo good.
{187} what are you thinking about - everything.
{188} what would you rather be doing now - pretty much anything.
{189} what do you want to do for the rest of your life - i have no idea.
{190} what would you like to do - it.
{191} you see- my computer screen probably.
{193} you want - comfort?
{195} you hate this thing - mm yeah pretty much.
{197} you feel bored - kind of.
{198} you smell like- whatever i usually smell like.
ANYWAYS
{199} do you like candles- yeah i do.
{200} do you like hot wax - kinky? toooooo right you are.
{201} do you like incense - yeah they`re alright.
{202} do you like the taste of blood - ew no.
{203} do you believe in love - yeah.
{204} do you believe in soul mates - no that`s dumb.
{205} do you believe in love at first sight - nope.
{206} do you believe in forgiveness- yeah.
{207} do you believe in god- no i don`t.
{208} what do you want done with your body when you die - i don`t even care.
{209} spell your full name backwards - icats yarttar.
{210} the story behind your username - ..my username..which is what? jubella? um. i guess i just like to think i`m cool.
{211} are you straight - yes, but everyone always think i`m a lesbian.
{212} where do you live - in arkell, pretty much the coolest place ever.
{213} if you could have any animal for a pet - a pig.
{214} whats the latest youve stayed upn till - all night?
{215} ever been to Belgium - hahaha, why did that make me laugh? no i have not.
{216} can you eat with chopsticks - yeah, because my aunt is japanese.
{217} whats your favorite coin - a toonie. because it`s worth the most?
{218} what are 5 cities you wouldnt mind relocating to - i dunno. i`ve been to arkell, i`ve pretty much lived life to its fullest now.
{219} what are some of your favorite pig out foods - who caaares.
{220} whats something that you wish people would understand - i could tell you, but we`d probably be here all night.
{221} whats something you wish you could understand better - how people can change so easily. and how someone can mean so much to you one day, and the next day...they`re nothing.
{222} somebody you havent seen in a long time - kirsten.
{223} something you want to make happen for tomorrow - all i know is that tomorrow i`m getting very very drunk.
{224} whats your worst habit - there`s a few.
{225} what makes you really mad - the fact that everybody/everything is changing so, so much for the worst.
{226} what is your most embarassing moment - i don`t know.
{227} whats your favorite place to be at - i`m not going to lie, i friggen love my floor.
{228} do you like to be a leader or a follower - follower, usually.
{229} how was this quiz - it was pretty intense and quite the waste of my life.
{230} are you glad its over - mmmmm yeah something like that.
{231} whats your biggest regret- stop repeating the questionsssss..
{232} do you cry on comand?- i can.
love,
staci
ps- graham hates me.
