Comments | jubella_x: x park that car. drop that phone. sleep on the floor. dream about me.

jubella_x

x park that car. drop that phone. sleep on the floor. dream about me.

Feb 01, 2005 22:36

hi, my name is staci and i suck at life.

for the past couple of months i was actually happy.
now all of the things that were making me happy
are all the things that are making me depressed.
why is everything going downhill all at once?
i can`t do this..

love,
staci.

Comments 11

anonymous February 3 2005, 20:01:08 UTC

you and Kyle broke up so you think your fuckin depressed? your problems are nothing Staci, get over it....

jubella_x February 3 2005, 20:05:55 UTC

there is so much more to it that that.
you have no idea, nobody does..
but you know what, think whatever it is you want to think.
i don`t even care.

anonymous February 3 2005, 20:52:04 UTC

assholes, staci i dont know you
but i know its hard.
whoever said what they said up there
you have no right to stick your nose in her life.
this is how she feels; just because you have a perfect life
doesnt mean everyone else does
i hope you get through this staci :)
<3

jubella_x February 3 2005, 20:54:48 UTC

i don`t know you..?
anyway, thank you.
i hope i get through this too.

♥

anonymous February 3 2005, 21:55:09 UTC

staci rattray you do not suck at life

but you are starting to scare me

a lot....

jubella_x February 3 2005, 21:56:43 UTC

i don`t understand how i`m scaring anyone, but i`m sorry?

♥

dreamofwest February 4 2005, 14:52:15 UTC

aww cheer up

anonymous February 4 2005, 15:32:13 UTC

I understand to a certain degree, but you are doing absolutely nothing to better the situation/problem by simply stating that you suck and life sucks. These feelings come, they are as natural as being happy. I know it's nice to sit back and bitch about all the problems you have while the sympathy from friends/strangers pours in, but that is not going to help you at all. Understand...move on and be happy. Think about what you DO have to start off with, not what you don't. People in third world countries can't even focus on the feelings you have, they need to find food, water and shelter in order to live. So you could always embrace the feelings you are sharing right now ( ... )

jubella_x February 4 2005, 18:13:56 UTC

everything you just said right there..i know.
i know that there are people in third world countries who would do anything to have the life i have.
i know that i am doing nothing to better the situation.
i know that by sitting here, feeling sorry for myself, things will not get better.
but you know what? you don`t know my situation. nobody does. i realize it`s nothing compared to some other people`s problems, but that doesn`t stop it from being difficult for me. that doesn`t make it any easier to deal with.
and for all you know, maybe i am doing things to better the situation. but maybe it`s not that simple.
because it`s not.

and names are nice by the way.