x no one ever said it would be this hard.
last night was..good i guess.
but only because i was so frigging messed up.
god i hate drugs.
they make everything seem fine while you`re on them,
and then as soon as you come back to reality...
it fucking sucks again.
boo.
(after we woke up this morning)
"it`s funny because you look the exact same when you wake up as you normally do." -kirsten
(i look in the mirror)
(my hair is all over the place and greasy, my make-up is smudged everywhere, etc etc)
"oh........thanks......." -me
deff not a compliment kirst.
love,
staci.