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I find i just feel so shitty lately. I hated moving, and now that i'm out of my appartment still have shit to think about there. I pretty much cleaned my half of what me and Dave agreed to and came back on monday to find the place untouched. I spent my entire Canada day cleaning it and was so tired by the edn that i passed out and couldnt even go anywhere. i love dave, but I find he is selfish. I have to worry about all this shit now. Ontop of that... jenna caught wind of the situation and she is really upset. her and dave were supposed to get an appartment together, and now she does not even want to. for those of you that don;t know, Jenna is in Holland and cannot come and clean the appartment herself. she relied on dave to move her stuff out and clean his half of the appartment and he fucked off... Speaking of which, I talked to jenna tonight, and she is very depressed. I feel so bad because she's on a trip and she ahs to worry about this shit. Also, Rich broke up with her for his ex-gf and I feel so bad. Fuck boys tho. things arent going well with Jorden. I feel like he doesn't want to hang out with me anymore. we never see each other as it is. Why do i always get so attatched to guys. fuck. This shit is killing me. on my way home from work i couldnt stop crying. why do i worry so much.