Manageable
I have probably seen that "Alien vs Predator" thing at the movies, like, 20 times. How long is that thing going to run?
I feel like I'm falling into a deep rut. I miss the days when I actually hung out with people and had time to just do nothing alone or do nothing with someone else. All I've done since school has ended is work. Of course it's nice to have the money, but that can only go so far. I miss having friends.
On a slightly lighter note I've begun an active job search no less than 2 hours ago. I'd like something that doesn't involve customer service or at least food. But those jobs are, unfortunately, harder to find.
Oh, my birthday is in two days. I gotta tell ya, I'm not too excited about it. I'm running out of time to be a kid, and I'm not doing a very good job at being one right now. I guess that's what your college years are for, but still. I don't want to wake up middle aged and realize I've been so since I was 17. I need to make myself have fun! But the whole anxiety thing messes with me ... yeah, I've recently realized I may have the anxiety attack thing under control (knock on wood), but I have yet to contain this overriding fear that looms in the back of my head sometimes ... yeah.
Oí, I hope there's something fun to do tonight. All I can think of is going out to eat, and I just ate peanut butter and jelly on crackers.
Sheesh, all this not being on the computer has really taken a toll on my typing!
Kittens kittens everywhere, kittens kittens in my hair!
Blimpie is yum. It's too bad it has such an unappetizing name.
Be a kid! But don't forget to drink water, especially in these hot months ...
I feel like I'm falling into a deep rut. I miss the days when I actually hung out with people and had time to just do nothing alone or do nothing with someone else. All I've done since school has ended is work. Of course it's nice to have the money, but that can only go so far. I miss having friends.
On a slightly lighter note I've begun an active job search no less than 2 hours ago. I'd like something that doesn't involve customer service or at least food. But those jobs are, unfortunately, harder to find.
Oh, my birthday is in two days. I gotta tell ya, I'm not too excited about it. I'm running out of time to be a kid, and I'm not doing a very good job at being one right now. I guess that's what your college years are for, but still. I don't want to wake up middle aged and realize I've been so since I was 17. I need to make myself have fun! But the whole anxiety thing messes with me ... yeah, I've recently realized I may have the anxiety attack thing under control (knock on wood), but I have yet to contain this overriding fear that looms in the back of my head sometimes ... yeah.
Oí, I hope there's something fun to do tonight. All I can think of is going out to eat, and I just ate peanut butter and jelly on crackers.
Sheesh, all this not being on the computer has really taken a toll on my typing!
Kittens kittens everywhere, kittens kittens in my hair!
Blimpie is yum. It's too bad it has such an unappetizing name.
Be a kid! But don't forget to drink water, especially in these hot months ...