better now..
okay.. i guess i was just freaked out last night.. too much in my head.. then i went through robbies journal which made me cry even more... i hate crying i really do.. but i guessit was good for me.. i needed to just let it all out and thanks to this journal- i did...i still dont know what im supose to do about nickelass.. but im sure ill figure it out.. i have great friends who talk to me whenever they can.. and that was a reality shock... i do have friends.. im not jsut ALL nick..