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ok here is a prime example of why I am a total stress case..
For the past month I'd say I've been severely stressed out about money.. And for all those reading.. I can hear you right now "ohh who isn't stressed about money?" whatever.. Point here is I AM.. and so it took me quite the guts to actually check my balance today.. and yes I was totally shocked at how much money I do have... yay.. but then I started to stress... --> what if my payments aren't coming out? would they call? who should I call to make sure they are.. I should check my bank statements.. but I don't have them.. they are at moms.. I don't want to.. DAMMIT.... I have enough money to go visit a friend this weekend.. but whats going on? I shouldn't spend any just incase somewhere someone fucked up and all of a sudden half of my money is gone! I swear I should have less.. this is fucked.. I gotta call ppl tmr. ..
For the past month I'd say I've been severely stressed out about money.. And for all those reading.. I can hear you right now "ohh who isn't stressed about money?" whatever.. Point here is I AM.. and so it took me quite the guts to actually check my balance today.. and yes I was totally shocked at how much money I do have... yay.. but then I started to stress... --> what if my payments aren't coming out? would they call? who should I call to make sure they are.. I should check my bank statements.. but I don't have them.. they are at moms.. I don't want to.. DAMMIT.... I have enough money to go visit a friend this weekend.. but whats going on? I shouldn't spend any just incase somewhere someone fucked up and all of a sudden half of my money is gone! I swear I should have less.. this is fucked.. I gotta call ppl tmr. ..