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finally losing again! yesterday was painful...I was soo fricken hungry i wanted to die..major stomach pains.. I just cancelled dinner plans with my dad.. well I sent a txt to my stepmom. I just need to be able to do this talk by myself ..plus whenever i'm around my older sister I always take the backburner.... so if she doesn't get my txt or reply.. then calls me to go over there I will...otherwisee nope.
I feel so weak right now.. sooo unbelievable weak. but happy because I lost weight.
I torchered myself yesterday walking up and down the aisles of food at wallmart.. and again at shoppers.. It was horrible but I avoided buying anything...why do I do this to myself? I pick up everything and read how mny calories are on each thing. .. I'm usually surprised too.. At how much I was consuming before.. or what I thought was "good" for me. No wonder I was so fat....
I feel so weak right now.. sooo unbelievable weak. but happy because I lost weight.
I torchered myself yesterday walking up and down the aisles of food at wallmart.. and again at shoppers.. It was horrible but I avoided buying anything...why do I do this to myself? I pick up everything and read how mny calories are on each thing. .. I'm usually surprised too.. At how much I was consuming before.. or what I thought was "good" for me. No wonder I was so fat....