I want to be wanted.....
Have you ever really looked at the world? It is so screwed up? Isn't it? Well I guess you have a different look on the world when you're listening to Sunday Morning by Maroon Five because it is really such an awesome song. Sorry but it is! Maybe all I need, is something or someone to hold on to. Someone to love and someone to love me back, or at least someone who can be there for me and someone that I have to be there for. I need to be needed. I want to be wanted. I'd love to be loved. That is such an awesome song. I just want my life to be better, I want it to be how I want, but it will never be that way. I really like this song. Alot. Is there anyone out there who needs what I need. I am very needy, aren't I? That must be a total turn off. Actually my self as a whole is a turn off, isn't it? I must be very distgusting! I can't even believe that the chicks I went out with actually went out with me. First of all I am ugly, and second and most of important I was a shitty person then, but I think and hope I've changed, maybe not, but I think I have, I have learned, experienced, and changed drastically, you may not notice but I have, my outlook on life is so different, better, but worse then before. I am sorry to you, for you have read my whines and moans, it is not my fault, but it was your choice, so don't complain. I think I am going to join the army......no one here wants me, i am unloved, and don't even say you love me, cause that is very un possible at this age, they will just be words to me, nothing more, you cannot love me, i am unloveable, i am just a pile of lard. Goodbye.