bad...
Today has started out being the worst day ever. Well actually it started with me crying myself to sleep last night, and then I woke up with puffy eyes and crusty tears on my cheeks. Then I am being stupid to Daniel and I don't even really know why. I want to tell him really badly, but I don't really know what to say and I hate fighting with him, so maybe I'll just forget about it and be happy. I'm kinda mad at him for something that doesn't even have anything to do with me...that's not true....yes it does. Anyway...I would write about it, but even though this is my journal, it is also live, and I don't want everybody to read it. Then I guess stupid fing Mr. Smith marked me absent in trig yesterday and he won't admit and I want to kill him. Morton doesn't even like me anymore because he thinks I'm stupid and that sucks. I try so hard to reach his standards of a good kid and get his respect, but i never can. He always just tells Chelsea how stupid I am, and I know he isn't teasing. Maybe I just won't say anything that might even remotely be stupid so that he doesn't talk crap about me anymore. I don't think he realizes how much I value his opinion and I hate it when he thinks I did something bad or dumb. I hope this day gets better.