Mar 16, 2004 08:55
Well...that last few days have been very trying on my emotions. First I learn that my last grandparent alive in the world had another stroke and can't speak very well anymore. My dad was very stressed out about it and decided to drink himself into oblivion, which in turn gave him a horrible hangover on Sunday, and led to me not visiting him on that day. It was depressing. Then to top that day off, I go to see Daniel and he drops the bomb that he's leaving to live with his dad. I sat there in shock for a minute. His mom came home, accused us of fooling around before she got there (even though we definitely weren't) and then made it worse by making me cry. Now she thinks I'm unstable and that I'm using Daniel. What bullshit. I wish she'd look at her son and realize what a great kid he is and stop trying to control him. Anyway...I cried for many more hours that day and looked like a hag for that day and the next. (well...i probably look like a hag every day, but it was extra worse).
Now it's better, because he's not leaving, but he might as well be because I'm never gonna see him again. I miss him. Well I'll get to see him in like 3 minutes and smother him with kisses...now I'm excited!
I'm done now