May 25, 2008 10:46
5.25.2008
8.00AM
6.52A MSE
For the past days, I've been busy doing trainings, transitioning my current tasks and processing my clearance checklist. I couldn’t maintain a regular sleep because I've been thinking a lot. I've been making sure everything will be ok when I leave… I am making sure that I am making most of my time. Even I have to be over-worked, it is ok for me the most important thing for now is I don't miss a single detail…
In processing my papers, I never thought it would be very hard. Nosebleed kung nosebleed… Hay… I guess this is the price I have to pay and I am hoping every effort is worth it…
Last night, I attended Mea's event at Henry's Grille in QC. I took some photographs but I am quite frustrated because I couldn't get good shots… I guess I am putting a lot of pressure in myself which I don't have to… I don't need to be harsh in myself. I guess I have to bear in mind that I am taking pictures because I love taking pictures not because I have to… There's always a fine line between love doing the task from doing the task (obligation)…
As much as I would like to share the happenings in my life, I opt to mum about it. It's a choice. I think I'll stop writing more about my life… It was easier that way. It was easier to forget the bad moments since I was not able to document them. I will not be able to hold track of them… The past will always a finality…
I hope everything will be alright… Thank you God sa mga blessings… kahit walang-wala na ako andyan pa rin Kayo…