music makes the world go round...

[juanita_j_lo]

im just so ready to lock myself in my room, turn up my music til it drowns out my thoughts and sit there... for a very long time...
how sweet that would be
i wish i were more like kasey. she just brushes off guys when it doesnt work out. but i cant do it, i just cant. joe is so different and i just know that there was suppose to be more...
we arent dating so that doesnt mean he has to call me, right? and when i did talk to him he said he did like hanging with me and had fun thursday night... he wouldnt say that if he didnt mean it right? help!