FUCK YOU AND ALL YOU STAND FOR!!!!
hey there people!! well life has been pretty stoopid...i dunno lots of shyt is going good and lots of shyt is going badd! i dunno the good is losing in this fuckin battle!!! i have realized that i put too much fuckin time into makin my frends feel good that in the process i have kinda fucked myself..i know wut is expected of me because of how i am !!! and seriously im fuckin staight tired of all this high skool-teenage bullshyt!!! yeah yeah yeah love comes and goes and fuckin shyt happens but i dunno i guess i jus gotta get passed it...i will get passed it but now im in a rut....so i hope that all u low fuckin assholes who thrive on my pain read this with a big fuckin grin!!! i dont care if ur thrivin i dont fuckin like u anyway and ur opinion doesnt fuckin matter!!! so here goes sum fuckin old shyt!!!well i met sum new people and i have a couple new fuckin frends!! i dunno mu relationship with my good frend is kinda crumblin and im in awe of it all!!! but me and amanda r still "tigh like rope"..its pretty kool cus we mesh soo damn well!!! and i dont have to try to impress her or be sumone imnot cus she likes me anyway! of course!! i dont talk to benny and i dont talk to jorge!! i guess thtas the way the cookie crumbles!! u thynk u will end up with frends but that shyt turns itself around!!! i hung out with beto the other day with was kool cus we went to play ball!! and i kicked it with muh skater boyz last night!! although they smoke too much fuckin weed i still think they rock!!! and im soo happy for thomas cus he sponsered by hollywood skateboards!! so there will be sum kol trips for him soon! and right now daniel shimizu is in europe skatin his ass off..then eric is goin out there next week so daniel adn eric should be in europe @ the same time!!!...lol..well hopefully when they both some back we will have another party @ daniels spot in hollywood! well we sure as hell will see! well i made eric sum cupcakes and i am happy to say that all muh sakter boys and all my peeps (lol) loved them!!! well wutever guys!!! type at all u bizzatches fuckin later!!!!hopefully next time i will be in better fuckin spirits!!!
luv to luv u!!
~*~*~*~JuLeZ
"DON'T BE A DICK........BYTCH!!!!"