May 05, 2004 02:11
Choices arn't always easy. It appears that for me, they are actually always quite difficult. I had a plan. I made a plan. A plan that would gaurentee me myself and I money. Thus stability, thus relaxation and peace. But after tonight I'm forced to make another decision. Is my plan really what I should do. Well shit, I don't know. I was presented another option, to stay where I am but make where I am work. I guess I just don't have enough faith in myself to make "it" happen. I keep weighing both sides, both options, both plans, to see which one would work the best and I still come up void. Somebody help me with "ways of deduction" in order to come up with the best solution. I'm not being reall specific but I'm sure there are techinques that apply to any given situation. Wow, what a freakin' night. I guess I'll jsut keep "rollin' with the punches" as they say.....but damn I'm gettin' hit hard as a bitch. Out.