So the end of summer is finally approaching and school starts back on Monday. I have my first 8am class ever this semester and I'm completely not looking forward to it. That's what you get when you don't sign up for classes until July. To be honest I didn't know if I was going to go back or not. My life has been so up and down that past couple ( Read more... )

So it has been an eventful couple of weeks since my last post. Carrie and I had dinner twice and I thought that there was a chance but it turns out she just wants to be friends. Now I have no problem with this but it has been just a little over the a month since our last blowout conversation. I just don't get it. We talked for a week and I call ( Read more... )

So I have been thinking and that normally doesn't lead to good things. I will be 25 tomorrow and I have nothing to show for it. I live at home, use a car my parents own, no degree, and have maybe a little over 1600 dollars in the bank; I feel like I've wasted the past 25 years or at least the years out of high school. I think this birthday has ( Read more... )

What is it about break-ups that make you yourn(Sp?) for love again. It has been months since Carrie and I have seen each other yet everyday it seems there are situations which I can not help but remember doing it with her. Even going grocery shopping the other day brought back memories. I know that there is nothing I can do to stop these ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.
I'm a liar.
I'm a hypocrite.
If I could take your pain I would, just so you wouldn't have to feel it.
I'm sorry.

To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real ( Read more... )

Have you ever answered a trivia question knowing that your correct only to have your answer be utterly and completely wrong. I feel like I just missed the easist one in the world and now i'm standing in the middle of an empty stadium. All alone and not knowing how to get out. I was wrong. I was selfish. I've only compounded my original problem ( Read more... )

AH YES! It is that time of year again. When i will lose 3 hours on any given day just to watch my kentucky wildcats play college basketball. I will scream and curse when they are playing like a bunch of idiots, and I will be in a bad mood if they loose. But I will never, EVER, leave them. No matter if they are 22 and 11, 15-15, or 5-25. They ( Read more... )

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So it has been a while since i last updated and I figured today would be a good day. Today I woke and and guess what..... I registered or fall classes. Yes yes I know what has gotten in to me? No carrie hasn't changed me but I have come to a point in my life where I see that to not work a dead end job where people are so fucking retarded that i ( Read more... )