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well let me tell you of something absolutely crazy that happened to me 2nite that fucked up my relationship wit my parents forever......
well so i had work today and yesterday it was 4/20 so i had my bowl in my bookbag cuz it was gonna be like one of the last times i smoked and so yea i came home today at 9 i was gonna buy some but the kid couldnt come thru, im happy about that now, so yea i came home and went upstairs my mom told me that my dad gotta talk to me and i knew it wasnt good rite off the bat cuz that previous nite i took my dads car out and drove around doin stuff but luckily it wasnt about that, it was worse. he was like, your mom and i found your pipe and your lighter and then i was like.......fuck. then we had like an hour long talk and my dad was cool with it well, like, disapointed but happy that i was just honest with all the questions and at first he told me i couldnt goto the movies with some girls tommorow and then sleepover 1ns house and then do laser tag on saturday but i was like dad, seriously listen this is suttin you cant punish some1 for because no matter how many times you punish them, at the end of the day its their choice if their gonna quit cuz even if u punish them alot, they will still be able to smoke if they really want to. then i was like and i seriously am tryna quit which is true and some people knew that i was tryna quit and shit. but i mean i never thought i was gonna get caught i just got 2 comfortable with it, but idk i feel soooo bad cuz i know my mom is sooo sad from this and i dont care that my dad knows cuz he did it more then me when he was a kid but my mom like, she would be the only person i wouldnt want to know and she was the 1 who end up finding the thing and now it just seems like i gotta fucking type all this shit out but w/e if u wanna call me DO IT idk y.......but damn this shit got me confused now but w/e i dont wanna type anymore even tho i got nuttin else to do peace.
well so i had work today and yesterday it was 4/20 so i had my bowl in my bookbag cuz it was gonna be like one of the last times i smoked and so yea i came home today at 9 i was gonna buy some but the kid couldnt come thru, im happy about that now, so yea i came home and went upstairs my mom told me that my dad gotta talk to me and i knew it wasnt good rite off the bat cuz that previous nite i took my dads car out and drove around doin stuff but luckily it wasnt about that, it was worse. he was like, your mom and i found your pipe and your lighter and then i was like.......fuck. then we had like an hour long talk and my dad was cool with it well, like, disapointed but happy that i was just honest with all the questions and at first he told me i couldnt goto the movies with some girls tommorow and then sleepover 1ns house and then do laser tag on saturday but i was like dad, seriously listen this is suttin you cant punish some1 for because no matter how many times you punish them, at the end of the day its their choice if their gonna quit cuz even if u punish them alot, they will still be able to smoke if they really want to. then i was like and i seriously am tryna quit which is true and some people knew that i was tryna quit and shit. but i mean i never thought i was gonna get caught i just got 2 comfortable with it, but idk i feel soooo bad cuz i know my mom is sooo sad from this and i dont care that my dad knows cuz he did it more then me when he was a kid but my mom like, she would be the only person i wouldnt want to know and she was the 1 who end up finding the thing and now it just seems like i gotta fucking type all this shit out but w/e if u wanna call me DO IT idk y.......but damn this shit got me confused now but w/e i dont wanna type anymore even tho i got nuttin else to do peace.