Kind of got the blues I guess.
Hmm, feeling down, and I really can't put my finger on it. Lately I have that big, "I'm a failure" feeling. The summertime is here, and the only job I can line up is my old theater job, which pays absolute shit. I see that Riverby's is hiring, but it seems that it is a contest in which they would hire one person only, so I'm not really holding out a lot of hope in that job coming to me. I know that WBQB is looking for a 10 to 3 dj. I would love to get back into radio, I really have a passion for it, and WFLS had no intention of ever letting me show that passion. I know a couple of people who work for WBQB, Bill Carroll and Frank Wells, but unfortunately, when my Sony computer crashed, my demo tape went with it. I really have a thing for a beautiful woman, who is doing quite well for herself, and yet I feel since I'm doing so piss poor for myself, I really don't stand much of a chance, seriously who wants to date a part time DJ, who lives with their parents, with no intentions of getting out anytime soon, especially since I'm in so much debt. Maybe it's the alcohol talking, or maybe I'm just seeing it for what it truly is. I need to make tape is what I think. Just got to find a way to make it something I'm proud of, and somehow use my connections to get an "in". If that job came to be, I could just imagine what that would do for the Chords gigs. I remember Mike Vincent DJing on the side, and he got gigs simply on the fact he was Mike Vincent, not if he was good or not, people just knew the name. However don't get me wrong, he DJ'd for my sister's wedding, and he was quite good, worth the money he was paid for sure. It's just DJing is the one thing I'm confident that I'm quite good at (when not to intoxicated), and I have a lot of fun doing it, and if I could, would have no problem making a career out of doing it. Ok this is starting to get really long and boring, well I hope all is well with you and I'll talk to you later.
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