Frustrated
I just want things to be happy. I want to have a good life, the best life that you can have as an Army wife. I try so hard and it's all for nothing sometimes. Sometimes no matter what I do, it is blamed on me anyway, and doing my best should be enough but it feels like it isn't. Right now I just feel like a failure. I find myself constantly begging and pleading for what I think is right and that's really not fair. I wish people would just listen to my words and embrace them and think hey, maybe that girl knows what she's talking about. But alas, it will probably always be this way. There will be spurts of happiness, then life will be unhappy for an even longer time. And it will always be mostly my fault.