You said it beautifully
anonymous
April 12 2005, 22:35:07 UTC
Jeff, I know you realize this, but you have been that friend for me, the one that you know was true because of the way the relationship has sustained this crazy year. All of the conversations about change and growth. You understand what I am going through and I don't think you realize how much you have truly helped me and supported me through all of this. You are right, we will be returning in a few short weeks and trust me, I don't know what to think about it either. Despite the fact that my situation is different than yours, I feel many of the same emotions that you do. "God damn it hurts." Who knows what this summer will bring... I had another friend say to me just last night, "you know I was actually glad when I didn't see you when we were all home for Easter and that one person's house, I knew you were out with other people, moving on, experiencing life." And it really struck me that I have support in this. I have a couple people who really understand me right now and you are one of them. I don't think we will ever fall apart because we are alike, in more ways then I ever realized when we were in high school. It's amazing what a school year away from home, living with friends, and experiencing this crazy thing known as college life can do to a person. It is changing us and I for one am glad. A stagnant person has nowhere to go in life. You have already broken free, and now you are helping me do the same. I truly mean this, I love you Jeff. You're a great guy and a great friend.
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