well shit.
this bad boy needs some updateish so I figured id do it a favor..
I can barely see the monitor because my hair be in the way. I dont care to move my hair in its groovyness. Ive written some new songs.. im overwhelmed with stress, fuckin' pcola. I have to sit down someday and record some shit because im left with all these songs on my homestudio .. I need to industrialize .. shhiit. My bro is back in the hospital for his aggression stuff.. he like beats the hell out of me now .. kid be trippin dawg. But I guess he likes the unit hes in .. he doesnt like when we visit him or anything.. eff.
-Warning- Upcoming text will express Jon's view on his life .. if you dont want to see it then get the fuck out of my livejournal.
Yeah I have disclaimers now .. I rule. I developed the habit of carrying a knife around with me .. to remind myself when im doing something wrong .. or thinking about something unpleasant. Its a little uhh disturbing .. but hey, if it helps! There has been too many an eve where I havent slept and I just sit in bed thinking how I could make it back to AZ on my current bank balance. I get up everyday for school and I just hope that something happens that will put me back in my homeland .. with all my bro's and sistas. Sometimes I wish that somebody would just hit me on the road and put me in the hospital .. in an acoma like phase so I dont have to deal with anything. Hasnt happened yet. This place is so pretty.. when I go to school there are seagulls flying around and you can kind of smell the beach not far away. I need something good to happen to me .. I dont know how much longer I can take this place. I took some pictures .. ill get em on this computer soon. Im going to bleed tonight. Sleep well.
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I am still drugfree.
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So not another word of this conscious bending conversation
I'll find it before I revolve around the tips of their tongues
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I can barely see the monitor because my hair be in the way. I dont care to move my hair in its groovyness. Ive written some new songs.. im overwhelmed with stress, fuckin' pcola. I have to sit down someday and record some shit because im left with all these songs on my homestudio .. I need to industrialize .. shhiit. My bro is back in the hospital for his aggression stuff.. he like beats the hell out of me now .. kid be trippin dawg. But I guess he likes the unit hes in .. he doesnt like when we visit him or anything.. eff.
-Warning- Upcoming text will express Jon's view on his life .. if you dont want to see it then get the fuck out of my livejournal.
Yeah I have disclaimers now .. I rule. I developed the habit of carrying a knife around with me .. to remind myself when im doing something wrong .. or thinking about something unpleasant. Its a little uhh disturbing .. but hey, if it helps! There has been too many an eve where I havent slept and I just sit in bed thinking how I could make it back to AZ on my current bank balance. I get up everyday for school and I just hope that something happens that will put me back in my homeland .. with all my bro's and sistas. Sometimes I wish that somebody would just hit me on the road and put me in the hospital .. in an acoma like phase so I dont have to deal with anything. Hasnt happened yet. This place is so pretty.. when I go to school there are seagulls flying around and you can kind of smell the beach not far away. I need something good to happen to me .. I dont know how much longer I can take this place. I took some pictures .. ill get em on this computer soon. Im going to bleed tonight. Sleep well.
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I am still drugfree.
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So not another word of this conscious bending conversation
I'll find it before I revolve around the tips of their tongues
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