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So its starting to finally dawn on me that I only have three weeks left as a normal person... before my life will be completely and uterly turned inside out and blown apart.. Its kind of crazy to think of how my summer will be spent ultimately being a little bitch for some over zealous 22-24 year old male/female cadre member of plebe summer. Woot!!! I can't wait haha, it's sketchy but I think I can take Plebe Summer and show it a thing or two.. I hope.. I just hope that my dream will be a reality and not come plumiting to the ground... Gosh I hope I'm ready for all this, I say I am all the time, but deep down I have no clue.. I guess I'll just have to ride the wave out and see where I come out after its all through...
On the bright side, I still have three weeks, three weeks to prepare myself just that much more and hopefully to the point where I can do well. I really want to do well at the academy, not just because its my dream, but also for everyone who has done so much for me in my life, I want to prove to them that I was worth their time, their teachings, their wisdom. I want to give them the joy of knowing that I truely accomplished something with my life.
I dunno... I ramble.. I'm going to go...
On the bright side, I still have three weeks, three weeks to prepare myself just that much more and hopefully to the point where I can do well. I really want to do well at the academy, not just because its my dream, but also for everyone who has done so much for me in my life, I want to prove to them that I was worth their time, their teachings, their wisdom. I want to give them the joy of knowing that I truely accomplished something with my life.
I dunno... I ramble.. I'm going to go...