Today.
Today sucked. Work bored me to tears. I could barely keep myself there yet I want the money. It affected my mood completely. I didn't even feel like talking to anyone. Mitch looked happy in his stupid way. He's great at dodging work - that seems his life's pursuit. He would have been the funny cool guy at school - the joker. He still is but where does that get him? yet he looks happy and acts it.
My mind needs stimulation. Is there no compromise between the physical and the mental? Sure I'm doing my course though typing on a laptop while sitting on my bed is starting to piss me off too. I would like a desk and a proper computer. Sigh. Maybe the move in 2 weeks is grating on me too. That or living with my parents. its nice when its my room but when I enter it everything has been moved and reorganised to the way my mother likes. Will this change in the new house? I doubt it. A border has more control of their own room. Sigh.
Maybe I just need a rant. Some parts of life are so fantastic. Others are so .... painful.
My mind needs stimulation. Is there no compromise between the physical and the mental? Sure I'm doing my course though typing on a laptop while sitting on my bed is starting to piss me off too. I would like a desk and a proper computer. Sigh. Maybe the move in 2 weeks is grating on me too. That or living with my parents. its nice when its my room but when I enter it everything has been moved and reorganised to the way my mother likes. Will this change in the new house? I doubt it. A border has more control of their own room. Sigh.
Maybe I just need a rant. Some parts of life are so fantastic. Others are so .... painful.