every day is exactly the same
"I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around"
in one of those moods again, when the monotony, boredom and loneliness of your everyday life leads to insomnia then there's a problem and i need to say something. so this is me telling you how being back at clark is good, except for the fact that finals are underway, and no its not nice to have to be doing any work, it sux, and i hate it. no ones around any more and by the time finals are done, everyone will be gone, and ill still be doing the same old go to work, come home, sleep, repeat. yea im making good money and working lots of hours but it's obviously not what i want to be doing. lately, the presets have changed my life and made for some excitement, but not enough to remove the drab of what i've put myself into, and i'm definitely not looking forward to this summer, and if i don't talk to some of you for the duration, please forgive me, but i will be incredibly busy. ill be working like 60 hours a week and taking classes 2 days, all the while driving from worcester to athol every day, which will leave me very worn out, but im kinda looking forward to it, to test myself. as far as the future beyond that, if i don't get the aid i need to get back into school, then i'll continue to talk copace classes, and look into some kind of housing in the area, the only problem is i may not have any to live with. except one person has discussed living with me, only as a preliminary thing, but that would be awesome, and fun and stuff. so if you've gotten this far and are upset because u had to sit thru this, get over it. love ya'll and till next time its jay jay the thoughtful and deep jet plane signing off.
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around"
in one of those moods again, when the monotony, boredom and loneliness of your everyday life leads to insomnia then there's a problem and i need to say something. so this is me telling you how being back at clark is good, except for the fact that finals are underway, and no its not nice to have to be doing any work, it sux, and i hate it. no ones around any more and by the time finals are done, everyone will be gone, and ill still be doing the same old go to work, come home, sleep, repeat. yea im making good money and working lots of hours but it's obviously not what i want to be doing. lately, the presets have changed my life and made for some excitement, but not enough to remove the drab of what i've put myself into, and i'm definitely not looking forward to this summer, and if i don't talk to some of you for the duration, please forgive me, but i will be incredibly busy. ill be working like 60 hours a week and taking classes 2 days, all the while driving from worcester to athol every day, which will leave me very worn out, but im kinda looking forward to it, to test myself. as far as the future beyond that, if i don't get the aid i need to get back into school, then i'll continue to talk copace classes, and look into some kind of housing in the area, the only problem is i may not have any to live with. except one person has discussed living with me, only as a preliminary thing, but that would be awesome, and fun and stuff. so if you've gotten this far and are upset because u had to sit thru this, get over it. love ya'll and till next time its jay jay the thoughtful and deep jet plane signing off.