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ugh..its about damn time my computer stops being gay and lets me update...well im bored...im waiting for Devo to call me back..were s'pose to chill...but her mom needs to find out what shes doing today...so yea...well alot of shit has gone down since the last time i updated..i OD'd on my Meds..went to the emergency room and then to Harbor Oaks for 3 days..I didnt want to come back bcuz i didnt feel ready...and i was kinda right..i almost OD'd again yesterday but i didnt...and Friday i got referd down to my councler for telling Amber off...dumb bitch..she annoys the fuck outta me...i told her to shut her fuckin mouth cuz she didnt know what the fuck she was talking about..and shes like..no you...wow great come back...NOT!!..lol but anyways..this week it'll be 3 weeks since john asked me out...i know its not that long but john makes me really happy...yea he cant read me as well as a couple of my ex's but hes kinda gettin there...ok..well maybe not..but he will sooner or later...but yea...Josh isnt talking to me anymore...and neither is justin..but idc if justin does or not...but i do if josh does...idk why i still care for him so much...its gay..i dont want to..i wanna hate him like i hate other ppl...but i juss cant:'(..but they always say its hard to forget the first person u ever loved...Josh was my world...OMG im not going to get into this not now...so anyways yea..i need a cigarette really bad right now..lol seriously...well ive had alot of insperation lately in drawing..i did this sweet as one a couple weeks ago of this guy and girl kissing...its so cute..and im gonna hopefully do a couple today to...but idk yet..i dont really feel like doing anything actually...yea mike and i also got into it at the chill fest..he pissed me off so bad...brb..ok.. had to practice my dance..even though i forgot how to do it..lol..go figure..well i need to go shopping..seriously..i need some new cloths for real dude...wow my computer is really really starting to piss me off...its a piece of SHIT!!...lol..for real..well anyways im out..peash