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hi... well this is proablly my last entry... but i found out how easy someone you care about can just be erased out of your life.. it sucks and i wish we never had that conversation but we did and now i have to live knowing not only did i ruin a good relatioship that i ruined a good friendship...all i ever wanted was answeres but what i got in the end was to be thrown away... it really sucks but i really did it i am the cause of all this... but yeah i hope you find the best in life... i know i lost somthing that was close to the best... and i realize how in sad situations a good friend can turn into one of your best friends. im mad that me and the person had that conversation and that i said the things i said... but im thankfull for having one friend that jumped up and really helped me.. thers nothing that will help but she talked it out to me... but yeah hopefully we can forget well not forget just move on from this. and put it behinde the two of us and make us the friends we were. and thanks alot erin your the good friend turned into a best.. but to the first person im sorry for what i have put you thru... if you wanna talk just call me and we can try to talk this over..