utter fail! and randomness
I TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY FAIL IN LIFE!!!
I'VE WAITED SO LONG FOR THE DREAM CONCERT AND EVEN COUNTED DOWN THE DAYS BEFORE 13 IS BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. AND WHERE WAS I ON THE SAID DAY??? OUT OF THE HOUSE WITH COMPLETELY NO ACCESS WHATSOEVER TO ANY COMPUTER SO I CAN WATCH THE FUCKING EVENT!!! ALL THE HYPED-UP ENERGY IS COMPLETELY WASTED SO I JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR UPLOADS OF PERFORMANCES.. I FUCKING FAIL!!
now that i got that out, i'll just squee about other things..^^ well, of course i already love shinee from the day their debut was announced and although i haven't downloaded their single yet, i listen to it everyday courtesy of my cousins who already downloaded it.. anyway, even though i hear it every fucking day, it really wasn't my lss even though most of the fangirls i know have it on "replay".. but now, the bug is finally catching up on me and i've been singing it non-stop and on random for the last three days.. i sing it everywhere, on the train, in the bathroom, while walking, while waiting in line.. heck, even while i'm in church hearing mass..(sorry choi!^^) yes, the song is taking over me now, even if it's a little late.. and yes, i love those kids more and more each they i wanna glomp them.. especially taemin and minho... for a change, i don't hate a single member... well you see, i always tend to hate at least one member in a group just after debut or when i first get to know them... like in dong bang, i don't like jaejoong but he's tolerable now because yoochunnie loves him.. so i like him occassionaly too, especially if he's particularly nice to chun..XDDD in suju's case, wookie is not the guy for me... but ever since this jumble in suju, i've learned to love each and every one of the thirteen. yes, even wookie... actually, i'm finding him kinda hot lately, especially when sujum went as a guest in sukira... normally, anything with shichulhae makes me stop and take a second look... but on a particular sukira pic, wookie was the one who made me look twice, not baby hae and his uberobviouspimple! XDDD my cousins even tease me that someone might have taken over my body coz i'm finding wookie hot these days which is really weird coz the only words that come out of my mouth when it comes to him is "i don't care". anyway, i've already lost my train of thought so tata for now... must eat first...