Bon Voyage.....
The time has come where I say goodbye. In 16 days I am leaving for Flordia. In a way it is scary but also it is exilirating. A new state, a fresh start, my own place. I get to experience so much that I can't experience here. And also hopefully overcome some issues that I have with myself. I guess in a way that this is my chance to grow. Like so many others that move away to school, I get to go to the sunny south. It has its downfalls. Not being able to see anyone anymore. But those who I want to see will know when I will be coming up to visit. I guess the hardest and most challenging thing will be not to let myself run rampid. To pace myself and relax. Its not like I will have anything to pay for other than rent. I don't even know anymore. All I know is that I am leaving in 16 days and there are soooo many people I need to see before I go. But I will be in contact.
**Tri you have meant soooo much to me. You have been there to confomort me, make me smile, listen to me bitch, stood by me when I was making choices you didn't agree with (but you still were there), We had our 'summer boyfriends', hey we even had our own little thing!
I love you so much and I am going to miss you incredibly bad (tears streaming down)I can't fatham going without even having the oppurtunity to see you. To hear about your boys, american singles, hana and her alien boyfriend. I will miss you but always know that I always will love you and want to be with you.
**Tim, what can I say? We have had our ups, we have had our downs. but yet we have managed to still talk. I hope that things between Drew and you work out, hell you deserve a good guy, something I was definatly not. I just want to say that I have learned soo much from you and will always cherish that.
**and of course Roger, What can I say that already hasn't been said. You have and always will have my heart, no matter where I am. We have definatly been through a lot together and alot apart. i just want you to know that I may put up a front, but by far you are the person that I am least wanting to say goodbye to. If we talk now or not I guess its just like a sercuity thing. I like knowing about whats going on with you, I mean if given the chance I would be with you. But I guess that is too late. Just know that I will always care for you and love you.
There are so many others that I need to say things to but have run out of time, I will be in touch with those people.
**Tri you have meant soooo much to me. You have been there to confomort me, make me smile, listen to me bitch, stood by me when I was making choices you didn't agree with (but you still were there), We had our 'summer boyfriends', hey we even had our own little thing!
I love you so much and I am going to miss you incredibly bad (tears streaming down)I can't fatham going without even having the oppurtunity to see you. To hear about your boys, american singles, hana and her alien boyfriend. I will miss you but always know that I always will love you and want to be with you.
**Tim, what can I say? We have had our ups, we have had our downs. but yet we have managed to still talk. I hope that things between Drew and you work out, hell you deserve a good guy, something I was definatly not. I just want to say that I have learned soo much from you and will always cherish that.
**and of course Roger, What can I say that already hasn't been said. You have and always will have my heart, no matter where I am. We have definatly been through a lot together and alot apart. i just want you to know that I may put up a front, but by far you are the person that I am least wanting to say goodbye to. If we talk now or not I guess its just like a sercuity thing. I like knowing about whats going on with you, I mean if given the chance I would be with you. But I guess that is too late. Just know that I will always care for you and love you.
There are so many others that I need to say things to but have run out of time, I will be in touch with those people.