Im so lonely
Its been a day since Tony left for Green County and I already miss him like crazy. I spent all Friday with him but that was not enough!!! I won't get to see him again till Saturday. If I go into labor, its going to take him like 3 hours to get back up here. And to make thing worse, he can't get signal for shit down there. I'd have to call all these work numbers to get in touch with him. My original due date is this Friday.
OMG. It just now starting to hit me that I'm going to be a mom and that I'm going to actually give birth to a baby. Wow. I'm starting to get freaked out and really scared. I'm pretty much stuck on one name though so I got that figured out. Justin is being a complete dick. Josse told me that he said that the only time I would call him is when I wanted child support. Um hello!!!! I wouldn't call you, the lawyer would. HEHE. So now I think I might call him after I have her just so he can't say I didn't call. I don't want to though. I'll get Tony to call. I don't want to waste my time calling his dead beat ass if he isn't going to show up. Plus, Ive already heard about Nikki saying that she was going to come with him. Well if she does, she will have to wait out in the hall cuz I don't want that nasty bitch around MY newborn. Sorry, thats the way its gonna be. Jess or Jada would end up saying something to her if she did show. HAHA...Girlfight.
Saturday night was bad. My dog Velvet started throwing up blood at like 3 in the morning. Mom was freaking out and dad was asleep. We called the Vet and he said that we needed to give her some Keopectate every 3 hours. We didn't have any so I called Tony thinking that he might go pick some up. I probably shouldn't have but I didn't want to leave and I didn't want mom to leave me alone with Velvet. Tony really needed to get some sleep that night so that he wouldn't be tired when he left for work the next day. He went anyways though. My mom loves him now. She said that he was a "keeper". HEHE.
I wanted to go to the Crawfish Boil so bad Saturday. It hurts that I didn't get to see Shinedown. Boo-Hoo. Jada was suppose to get me a shirt. I hope she did. It would make me feel better. I'm so tired of being stuck in this house. All I have been doing is watching DVDs and getting stuff clean and ready for baby. Ive gone out some but not much at all. Sucks. Can't wait till I get some kind of life back. I know it will never be that same but something is way better than nothing at all.
Much Love!!!!