Jan 07, 2006 23:49
It wasn't until last night that I realized how much I'm going to miss Lauren while she is in Florida, although I'm happy she is going and doing what she wants to do. The most important thing is that she is happy. I hope she meets tons of new friends and has a blast while she is down there. Missy and I just won't be complete until she returns. I can't even begin to count how many laughs the three of us have had in her jeep. I tired so hard to remember the first time I met lauren but I came up with nothing. I know we met through Missy and we spent the summer of 2003 together but I have no idea when we met. Maybe I'm weird but I like to think about that kind of stuff. I think my memories are the most valuable thing I have.
It's weird because I went almost all fall semester without seeing Lauren and now that shes leaving all I can think about is how I'm not going to be able to see her at all this semester. How come as soon as you can't have something, because of whatever reason, its human nature to it want it more. I hate how that works but I know we're all guilty of it. Anyways I just wanted to note how much I'm going to miss Lauren because she is such an amazing girl and a great friend. I know she went through a lot of stuff last year that she didn't deserve at all. The people that lost her friendship are seriously the ones losing out in the long run.
Lauren you are the reason I made it through my first semester and MSU when my life was a disaster and I don't think I ever said Thank you. If it weren't for you I would most likely be living at home going to dearborn or something. You were even there for me when I almost died on your floor, or when I was "scared" haha, nap time with Jamie, and dinner in Akers all great memories. I'm glad I can remember where I started at Michigan State because after I moved to Case it was a dream come true and it's easy to forget who helped me get there.
Ok I'm getting too sad now. Missy and I are going to have to hold eachother and cry every night until you return. I hope you find everything you're looking for in Florida, have a safe trip and I can't wait to hear about all your wild adventures.
hah I wonder if you're even gonna read this... I know you're not an LJ freak like me :o/ oh man.
read it or not it needed to be said. Much Love!
jules ~alksjdflkasjdfkalsd :o)